Awesome halloween night. Went to downtown east's 'helloween' event. It was great, costume was good. Place was nicely decorated. Lots of stuff to play to. But we went too late, and the queue to play the stuff was too long. So my friend drove to clarke quay instead. Freaking crowded. And the weird thing is, the people dressed in cartoon characters there instead of horror costume instead. It felt like cosplay instead.
Then followed my friends to JB to pump petrol and lepak. Reached there at 2 plus and it was dinner time for us. Ordered ramly burger, wedges, briyani ayam and ice milo for 17RM ($6.80) only! But i always hated going malaysia because of the safety over there. Only reach home at 4am and wah so full and tired...
Sunday, 30 October 2011
Saturday, 29 October 2011
Glad to see you again, after 2 months. Although we talk like how we used to just now, somehow i felt some awkwardness. Those moments when we didn't know what to talk about, and our eyes were looking elsewhere. And didn't know where to go after our dinner too.
Nevertheless, i still felt happy. Sad to see you look so stress. Really hope you are coping well in your studies. Not sure if i still can see you one more time before i enlist.
Nevertheless, i still felt happy. Sad to see you look so stress. Really hope you are coping well in your studies. Not sure if i still can see you one more time before i enlist.
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
Sunday, 23 October 2011
Saturday, 22 October 2011
Disappointed with 13cells seriously. So excited to go for a halloween event for the first time, i feel like i got scam.
Bought tickets from groupon which had 50% discount a few weeks back and suppose to go ytd, 21st October, 10pm. The 13cells staff wrote on their website they will send a confirmation email 3 days before the event date. Waited until thursday, no response at all until i called them at night. So firstly, service sucks.
Ytd went to bukit brown cemetary. We were made to wait for 1.5hrs before entering. Suppose to go in groups of 4 at a time, but due to the long queue they mixed 10 person in a group. Tot walking in smaller group will be more fun and scary, the excitement was spoiled.
The trail route is very simple, just walk straight all the way. From what i remember, there's around >10 actors around to scare people, and their costume is very cheapskate. The props they used are just hell notes, candles lying on the ground. Nothing scary at all.
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The stuff they gave us were a pass, light stick, pinky finger size bottle with holy water in it, and certificate of bravery. All cheapo stuff. So i spent $19 for a nightwalk and still have to cab home. Went to their facebook to check and it was filled with negative comments. Not gonna go for this event anymore. Should have go the USS one instead. But hard to find people to go with too, since the tix is at $60
Bought tickets from groupon which had 50% discount a few weeks back and suppose to go ytd, 21st October, 10pm. The 13cells staff wrote on their website they will send a confirmation email 3 days before the event date. Waited until thursday, no response at all until i called them at night. So firstly, service sucks.
Ytd went to bukit brown cemetary. We were made to wait for 1.5hrs before entering. Suppose to go in groups of 4 at a time, but due to the long queue they mixed 10 person in a group. Tot walking in smaller group will be more fun and scary, the excitement was spoiled.
The trail route is very simple, just walk straight all the way. From what i remember, there's around >10 actors around to scare people, and their costume is very cheapskate. The props they used are just hell notes, candles lying on the ground. Nothing scary at all.
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The stuff they gave us were a pass, light stick, pinky finger size bottle with holy water in it, and certificate of bravery. All cheapo stuff. So i spent $19 for a nightwalk and still have to cab home. Went to their facebook to check and it was filled with negative comments. Not gonna go for this event anymore. Should have go the USS one instead. But hard to find people to go with too, since the tix is at $60
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
This morning woke up, abs area in pain. Until now it still hurts when i sneeze, bend over or stand up. Dunno why too :/
Anw finally bought my birkenstock sandals. But pocket got burnt. It cost $109 T.T So many designs to choose. Learnt something, some designs are nice on the shelf/pictures. But you wont know if it fits and suits you until you try them on.
Was watching this particular ep of family outing when YeJin and Chun Hee leaving the show. For the past 50 epi the FO members meet up early in the morning and head to the village for filming every week. They played countless games together, made dinner/breakfast tgt, slept in the same room tgt, went fishing, get wet/muddy, play pranks at one another. Like friends, like buddies, they helped out each other, have fun teasing and scolding one another without getting mad because they dont blame each other. Thats what i like about them, different characters coming together as a family creating this bond over the year. But now 2 members have to leave, it is very saddening. That ep did make me cry too, the way they film and edit the ep is too emotional. Really hoped that they had stayed all the way till the season end. (lucky i watched it at 2am plus and my family were sleeping already, so no one saw my tears. hahaha)
Watched the following ep without the 2 cast. Although they were replaced by new members, the feeling wasn't the same. It just weird without them. Not that they are not as good as the old birds, their characters are just different, creating a different feel.
Maybe the reason why i felt emotional because i know how it feels when the people you are close to leaves one day. The bond is there, memories are made after months and years. Because of it, even if there's someone new, it will never be the same. But some things cant be stop due to some reasons even if one wants to go back to how they were used to be...
Anw finally bought my birkenstock sandals. But pocket got burnt. It cost $109 T.T So many designs to choose. Learnt something, some designs are nice on the shelf/pictures. But you wont know if it fits and suits you until you try them on.
Was watching this particular ep of family outing when YeJin and Chun Hee leaving the show. For the past 50 epi the FO members meet up early in the morning and head to the village for filming every week. They played countless games together, made dinner/breakfast tgt, slept in the same room tgt, went fishing, get wet/muddy, play pranks at one another. Like friends, like buddies, they helped out each other, have fun teasing and scolding one another without getting mad because they dont blame each other. Thats what i like about them, different characters coming together as a family creating this bond over the year. But now 2 members have to leave, it is very saddening. That ep did make me cry too, the way they film and edit the ep is too emotional. Really hoped that they had stayed all the way till the season end. (lucky i watched it at 2am plus and my family were sleeping already, so no one saw my tears. hahaha)
Watched the following ep without the 2 cast. Although they were replaced by new members, the feeling wasn't the same. It just weird without them. Not that they are not as good as the old birds, their characters are just different, creating a different feel.
Maybe the reason why i felt emotional because i know how it feels when the people you are close to leaves one day. The bond is there, memories are made after months and years. Because of it, even if there's someone new, it will never be the same. But some things cant be stop due to some reasons even if one wants to go back to how they were used to be...
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
Afterall, you are still the one i wanted to talk to. After all this time when we didnt contact each other, i thought things were fine, everything settled down.
So many event clashing, making it hard for us to even have a dinner. You are busy with your upcoming exams, i have my own plans and left with about 2 weeks odd before enlist. I dunno if there will still be time for us to meet.
Having to start chatting a little this few days. Suddenly, this very fierce fb status appeared by you. Got the feeling, that i'm one of them u are referring to. I'm trying to read our recent msges.. i admit, maybe i was really like what you described. Not sure if its the way i phrase or wat. But I may have changed, maybe into someone worse or someone that wasnt as good as you think i am. I'm feel sorry if you felt that way..really. But honestly, i'm dont want to be hated by you and still be your good friend like before. :/
Ya, i had be very honest to you all the while. Because thats what i thought i should do if i treated one as my very true friend. Never dared to ask anything in return, just hope you will do the same, not hide things from you be it good or bad. It just came naturally somehow. Even if i did something wrong, i wont hold back my pride and will apologise to hope for forgiveness. That is the least i can do i guess.
Having thoughts about my life. It was sucky, feeling damn down. Had 2 friends who came asking what happened. A moment of feeling damn frustrated, i pushed them away asking them not to bother about me. You know what, in my mind, all my thoughts and stuff i only wanted to share with you.
Everytime when i go for a walk, i always see so many couples together. Till now, i still thought that how great if we were to be together. Before i wanted to confess, i told myself that this should be my first and last r/s, and i will make you happy and special. All my wishful thinkings :(
But on the other hand, lucky you didnt agree, lucky you didnt had any feelings for me. Perhaps i wasn't really as good as what you think i was when we were still best friends. And stupid me, thinking we can be together when in the first place, i dont even fit to be a boyfriend. A girl like you should deserve someone better, someone more understanding, someone who can really make you laugh, smile, happy and special..
Need to drop all this stupid things, when we cant even talk like normal friends. There is hell lot of personal thoughts in all the older posts. To be frank, everytime when i type out all this, i will thinking of the old us and compare with the current situation. And i feel damn damn sad.
I always wanted to ask you these 3 things about us.
1) one thing you regret
2) one thing you miss
3) one thing you wish/hope for
So many event clashing, making it hard for us to even have a dinner. You are busy with your upcoming exams, i have my own plans and left with about 2 weeks odd before enlist. I dunno if there will still be time for us to meet.
Having to start chatting a little this few days. Suddenly, this very fierce fb status appeared by you. Got the feeling, that i'm one of them u are referring to. I'm trying to read our recent msges.. i admit, maybe i was really like what you described. Not sure if its the way i phrase or wat. But I may have changed, maybe into someone worse or someone that wasnt as good as you think i am. I'm feel sorry if you felt that way..really. But honestly, i'm dont want to be hated by you and still be your good friend like before. :/
Ya, i had be very honest to you all the while. Because thats what i thought i should do if i treated one as my very true friend. Never dared to ask anything in return, just hope you will do the same, not hide things from you be it good or bad. It just came naturally somehow. Even if i did something wrong, i wont hold back my pride and will apologise to hope for forgiveness. That is the least i can do i guess.
Having thoughts about my life. It was sucky, feeling damn down. Had 2 friends who came asking what happened. A moment of feeling damn frustrated, i pushed them away asking them not to bother about me. You know what, in my mind, all my thoughts and stuff i only wanted to share with you.
Everytime when i go for a walk, i always see so many couples together. Till now, i still thought that how great if we were to be together. Before i wanted to confess, i told myself that this should be my first and last r/s, and i will make you happy and special. All my wishful thinkings :(
But on the other hand, lucky you didnt agree, lucky you didnt had any feelings for me. Perhaps i wasn't really as good as what you think i was when we were still best friends. And stupid me, thinking we can be together when in the first place, i dont even fit to be a boyfriend. A girl like you should deserve someone better, someone more understanding, someone who can really make you laugh, smile, happy and special..
Need to drop all this stupid things, when we cant even talk like normal friends. There is hell lot of personal thoughts in all the older posts. To be frank, everytime when i type out all this, i will thinking of the old us and compare with the current situation. And i feel damn damn sad.
I always wanted to ask you these 3 things about us.
1) one thing you regret
2) one thing you miss
3) one thing you wish/hope for
Sunday, 16 October 2011
So many things i wanna do
Short term aim
1) Cooking
2) Be able to draw portraits/ caricatures (colour)
3) Get my portfolio done
Long term aim
1) Be an architect, build my own house
2) Learn to play piano
3) Get driving license
4) Go korea
Fate..
To meet someone whom i can be together with for the rest of my life. I want to be happy for once..
Short term aim
1) Cooking
2) Be able to draw portraits/ caricatures (colour)
3) Get my portfolio done
Long term aim
1) Be an architect, build my own house
2) Learn to play piano
3) Get driving license
4) Go korea
Fate..
To meet someone whom i can be together with for the rest of my life. I want to be happy for once..
Had been having short chats with you these few days. Idk but there's this strange feeling when i chat with you. Something which i cant explain. But one thing that hasnt change, the formal way of communicating. Although I hoped for a change, i know i cant force it.
We still get stuck in our convo halfway, dont know how to continue. I still get the one word replies (lol, ok, lmao) from you after all this time. I wanted to talk in a friendly manner to you, but i afraid you might be scared off. When i joke around, you thought i was serious. Lol. And i finally understand, there is this 'sensitivity issue' in between us.
I think i told you before, i always wanted to enjoy chatting with you, make you laugh through sms. I know i failed badly in that. I cant really make you smile like how your friends yen shan, ivon or your clique does. I feel bad sometimes. Sorry. And i finally understand why you dont reply or gives the one word replies.
To be frank, you always end the convo by saying you wanna sleep or study. Idk, i just feel its one way for you to end the convo. Feels no good, when i was trying to chat with you.
We still get stuck in our convo halfway, dont know how to continue. I still get the one word replies (lol, ok, lmao) from you after all this time. I wanted to talk in a friendly manner to you, but i afraid you might be scared off. When i joke around, you thought i was serious. Lol. And i finally understand, there is this 'sensitivity issue' in between us.
I think i told you before, i always wanted to enjoy chatting with you, make you laugh through sms. I know i failed badly in that. I cant really make you smile like how your friends yen shan, ivon or your clique does. I feel bad sometimes. Sorry. And i finally understand why you dont reply or gives the one word replies.
To be frank, you always end the convo by saying you wanna sleep or study. Idk, i just feel its one way for you to end the convo. Feels no good, when i was trying to chat with you.
Yoo Jae Suk, a comedian, a nation mc of korea. And also someone i look up too. I had been watching his shows lately, running man & family outing. He is really a funny character, esp the way he speaks, never fail to bring laughter to people. Just by looking at him, you will feel like laughing already. He once said: 'i stress when i'm not funny and i dont make people laugh'
I want to be like him, like always. I wanted to bring laughter to my friends, to the people around me. But often i got rejected, people give me the =.= face, saying me lame. Imagine i'm the MC of the show, and i get those response, of cos it doesnt feel good at all. Even when celebrities goes to variety shows, sometimes they try to be funny but failed and they got embarrass.
One thing i learn from him, he never gives up. It took him 17 years to achieve what he got now. So what if people give you rejection, dont feel bad. Just keep trying. Dont have to be afraid to say or do whatever thing that is in your mind. It doesn't come easy. It all requires hard work. One day, i wanna be like him, bring laughter to people around.
Friday, 14 October 2011
Ahhh had been slacking my freedom away. I should be doing some meaningful stuff instead. The only things i remembered was, online shopping and watching family outing. Oh and went back to spu training on tues too. Had fun catching up with the peeps.
So while waiting for Kshownow to finish the english sub for running man ep 64, i went to watch family outing. I think those shows that got Yoo Jaesuk as the MC is really very good, laughter guaranteed. And every ep i see them preparing breakfast & dinner, makes me wanna cook also! And i admire their close friendship. All the family outing members are really close, always have fun tgt. I hope i can have friends like them..
So while waiting for Kshownow to finish the english sub for running man ep 64, i went to watch family outing. I think those shows that got Yoo Jaesuk as the MC is really very good, laughter guaranteed. And every ep i see them preparing breakfast & dinner, makes me wanna cook also! And i admire their close friendship. All the family outing members are really close, always have fun tgt. I hope i can have friends like them..
Sunday, 9 October 2011
6th October
Sentosa outing with SPU. I find that, everytime when we go sentosa there's nothing to do. Is the beach that boring? Lol. But whatever, just went there to kill time. Lucky didnt get sunburn. But the unlucky part was when we showered and walking back to the tram station, it started to rain heavily. Damn sian -.- All drenched..
Dinnered at vivo. As usual, carl's junior. Suppose to takeaway and bring to top level to eat tgt, but me jianteck kenneth and leon ate at the place itself instead. Then was trying to get some update of what's going on these few weeks. Realised now the spu is separated into 'west side' and 'north side'. Those staying at west side hang out with themselves only, and same for north side. Conclusion, drifted i guess. And a few internal conflicts. On the surface everyone is in good terms, but actually its not. Sigh.. But anyway, met up with the rest after eating and started playing Big 2 and 99. And a fun time :D
Went to Kelyne's 21st birthday today. Bought her a swatch watch. Hope she likes it! And her mummy is still very funny. Try to joke around and said i look like a korean idol from the way i dressed. Paiseh sia. And saw Li Ying like after 3 years? Her boyfriend was there too. Frankly speaking, his ah beng look really gives me a very bad impression.
On the way back at toa payoh bus interchange, just when i was walking to my bus queue, there's this 2 guys approached me. They were very well dressed and fashionable. They asked if i'm a local, did any advertising stuff or commercial related etc. And they started to compliment about my sharp features and dressing (^^). While they were saying all the stuff, i realise other group of guys who kept looking at me. Also very well dressed, so i assumed they are friends.
At that point of time i was thinking, they must be from some modeling agency or advertising company. Not very interested, and afraid it was a scam, i rejected them before they finish talking. Firstly, i got no interest in all those stuff. Secondly, i dont think i'm as good-looking or fashionable as what they described me as. I'm just a ordinary kid out there (:
Sentosa outing with SPU. I find that, everytime when we go sentosa there's nothing to do. Is the beach that boring? Lol. But whatever, just went there to kill time. Lucky didnt get sunburn. But the unlucky part was when we showered and walking back to the tram station, it started to rain heavily. Damn sian -.- All drenched..
Dinnered at vivo. As usual, carl's junior. Suppose to takeaway and bring to top level to eat tgt, but me jianteck kenneth and leon ate at the place itself instead. Then was trying to get some update of what's going on these few weeks. Realised now the spu is separated into 'west side' and 'north side'. Those staying at west side hang out with themselves only, and same for north side. Conclusion, drifted i guess. And a few internal conflicts. On the surface everyone is in good terms, but actually its not. Sigh.. But anyway, met up with the rest after eating and started playing Big 2 and 99. And a fun time :D
Went to Kelyne's 21st birthday today. Bought her a swatch watch. Hope she likes it! And her mummy is still very funny. Try to joke around and said i look like a korean idol from the way i dressed. Paiseh sia. And saw Li Ying like after 3 years? Her boyfriend was there too. Frankly speaking, his ah beng look really gives me a very bad impression.
On the way back at toa payoh bus interchange, just when i was walking to my bus queue, there's this 2 guys approached me. They were very well dressed and fashionable. They asked if i'm a local, did any advertising stuff or commercial related etc. And they started to compliment about my sharp features and dressing (^^). While they were saying all the stuff, i realise other group of guys who kept looking at me. Also very well dressed, so i assumed they are friends.
At that point of time i was thinking, they must be from some modeling agency or advertising company. Not very interested, and afraid it was a scam, i rejected them before they finish talking. Firstly, i got no interest in all those stuff. Secondly, i dont think i'm as good-looking or fashionable as what they described me as. I'm just a ordinary kid out there (:
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
Surprised by a msg from you today. It was after so long. I thought, i was doing fine all this while. But it was a mix feeling at that moment. To be frank, i smiled when i saw it was from you. But it felt different somehow. At times i dunno how to reply. All i did was just kept the convo going in a neutral state. Ya you may find that i still give boring replies, having a dull convo with me. Sorry. And i'm glad that you still remember about our dinner.
On the side note, i hope u will still do well in your studies. Good luck and jiayou. I dont know if i should worry for you but, just study hard. Dont slack and play too much ok.
On the side note, i hope u will still do well in your studies. Good luck and jiayou. I dont know if i should worry for you but, just study hard. Dont slack and play too much ok.
Sunday, 2 October 2011
Feeling happy this few days, but deep inside something is just missing. Maybe i was too used to share my happiness with you last time. Suddenly when you are not around, it feels weird. But oh well, so far i'm still coping well i guess. I should just smile more often and life would be better.
Dunno why, something stuck me just now. I hope you are doing well too. Gd thing is you don't really need to depend on others anymore. But there's always 2 directions to everything. Suddenly rmb when i ask u 'how had u been this few days?'. U replied 'same, no diff'. It just makes me feel that whether if i'm around or not, it doesn't make any difference to you. Lol..
Sometimes i try very hard to make myself believe that maybe its good to be this way. There's this saying, when u gain something, you lose something as well. If i'm not wrong, when we got close, you drifted apart from your 2 good friends sharon and derek. But somehow i think things had turned around? Looks like you had been in contact with them alot recently. And afterall, i guess i shouldn't be around in the very first place right? Till now, i still feel a little guilty for your breakup. Surely during that time when we were too close, derek felt at least a little insecure. And i havent apologise yet after so long too.
Dunno why, something stuck me just now. I hope you are doing well too. Gd thing is you don't really need to depend on others anymore. But there's always 2 directions to everything. Suddenly rmb when i ask u 'how had u been this few days?'. U replied 'same, no diff'. It just makes me feel that whether if i'm around or not, it doesn't make any difference to you. Lol..
Sometimes i try very hard to make myself believe that maybe its good to be this way. There's this saying, when u gain something, you lose something as well. If i'm not wrong, when we got close, you drifted apart from your 2 good friends sharon and derek. But somehow i think things had turned around? Looks like you had been in contact with them alot recently. And afterall, i guess i shouldn't be around in the very first place right? Till now, i still feel a little guilty for your breakup. Surely during that time when we were too close, derek felt at least a little insecure. And i havent apologise yet after so long too.
Saturday, 1 October 2011
30th sep 630pm marks the end of my 6 months of work. No more waking up at 7am, no more ot, no more long bus ride. Muhahahaha. But i will miss the company somehow. So nice of them to buy a cake as a token of appreciation for working there.
So my classmates and i went for the mongolian buffet at parkmall. One of the best buffet i had. Got crab, crayfish, prawn, teppanyaki.. And my fav korean actor Song Ji Hyo went there before too! Quite worth the money. After that went to mustafa with my friend to shop around. My 2nd time there, but 1st time to really walk ard the place. Lucky he got bike to send me home.
So tired today, reached home at 2am and this morning have to wake up early to go for scrim. I thought it will end at around 1, in the end ended at 3. Reached home, had lunch and went out again. No time to rest. Went to Fika Swedish Cafe & Bistro to celebrate kevin's birthday. Took quite a few polariod. And first time i see a polariod cam that is abt twice bigger than the normal one. The film is also very big. But its a pity that only a few turn up today. The restaurant was nice, service quite food, food normal but air-con seems to be not working at 2nd floor.
Dun feel like sleeping yet, thoughts of waking up without alarm clock tmr makes me happy
So my classmates and i went for the mongolian buffet at parkmall. One of the best buffet i had. Got crab, crayfish, prawn, teppanyaki.. And my fav korean actor Song Ji Hyo went there before too! Quite worth the money. After that went to mustafa with my friend to shop around. My 2nd time there, but 1st time to really walk ard the place. Lucky he got bike to send me home.
So tired today, reached home at 2am and this morning have to wake up early to go for scrim. I thought it will end at around 1, in the end ended at 3. Reached home, had lunch and went out again. No time to rest. Went to Fika Swedish Cafe & Bistro to celebrate kevin's birthday. Took quite a few polariod. And first time i see a polariod cam that is abt twice bigger than the normal one. The film is also very big. But its a pity that only a few turn up today. The restaurant was nice, service quite food, food normal but air-con seems to be not working at 2nd floor.
Dun feel like sleeping yet, thoughts of waking up without alarm clock tmr makes me happy
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