Had been having short chats with you these few days. Idk but there's this strange feeling when i chat with you. Something which i cant explain. But one thing that hasnt change, the formal way of communicating. Although I hoped for a change, i know i cant force it.

We still get stuck in our convo halfway, dont know how to continue. I still get the one word replies (lol, ok, lmao) from you after all this time. I wanted to talk in a friendly manner to you, but i afraid you might be scared off. When i joke around, you thought i was serious. Lol. And i finally understand, there is this 'sensitivity issue' in between us.

I think i told you before, i always wanted to enjoy chatting with you, make you laugh through sms. I know i failed badly in that. I cant really make you smile like how your friends yen shan, ivon or your clique does. I feel bad sometimes. Sorry. And i finally understand why you dont reply or gives the one word replies.

To be frank, you always end the convo by saying you wanna sleep or study. Idk, i just feel its one way for you to end the convo. Feels no good, when i was trying to chat with you.