Counting down 3 more days to freedom! Don't have to work anymore! :D October got so be careful of my expenses because there wont be anymore income before i enlist. Free the whole month, feel like going on a holiday. Korea? Bangkok? Hongkong? I doubt there's anyone that is willing to go with me too. Found alot of tour vouchers at groupon, very cheap! And these few days there's alot of deals in sg, like Manhattan Giant Platter at half price with the voucher!

I typed a msg wanting to tell you about the manhattan promotion and ask if you wanna go eat tgt. 2 things came to my mind. I remember you said you don't like eating manhattan. Second, you are not around for me to ask anymore. So the msg was deleted in the end, sighs.

In the past i was afraid, afraid to be replaced, afraid that someone would treat you better than i do. Wrong thinking back then. Ya afraid to lose you, but that shouldn't be the way because you don't belong to me in the first place. Oh well, worry too much and maybe too sensitive.. But now i hope there's someone that can really treat u better instead.

We haven't been contacting at all. Saved so many useless drafts in my phone. I'm not sure but, do we really have to be like this? Now the only thing i'm most afraid of is hearing you say that all these doesn't matter to you anymore. Its gonna hurt alot more ..