[Overdue: Supposed to be posted on 8th Sep]

My 2 buddies, Siu Kiat and Jason. They are my brothers since primary school. We were in same class during pri 5 & 6. Plus we stayed at the same place, same interest in basketball and soccer. I remember we used to collect WWE & pokemon cards too. Secondary school, we were in different classes for sec 1 & 2. But we are still able to meet each other because our classes are just beside each other. Me 1F, Jason 1E, SK 1D. I think that 2 years were our hardworking times. Sec 3 & 4, they got into the top second class and me third class. Things still goes well because we mixed around with the same clique. Everyday after school playing soccer at basketball court.

But things starts to be different after O’s. They got into JC, and I got into poly. Poly, I got hell lot of projects and submission to complete. And I started to spend more with my classmates. A lot of time our meet ups clash with our projects, if not I went to choose to go out with my classmates instead of you guys although u had find time out.

Now u guys are in army and I’m still waiting to enlist. Always wanted to find you guys to hang out but NS always took the time away, and our free time don’t meet at all. I guess its karma. Hahaha. But I kind of regret la, to push the meet ups away. Nevertheless, I’m glad that we are still making the effort to find time. Funny thing is, when I enlist, u guys ORD. 2 years later u all are still in uni, while I might be going overseas for studies. Oh man.. just one step at a time for now. U two are ‘bros for life’ \m/.

Next 2, Jinpei and Kelyne. It all started during sec 4 I guess. A lot of things and drama took place even till now. Our clique, no more I guess? Kelvin and KoonHung had left because of some stuff. I think one thing I feel damn bad when I think back is always not being able to meet u guys despite countless times u 2 asked. Projects, Frisbee.. all the commitments I had made us drift apart. A few times I felt abit awkward seriously. Idk why, perhaps we all had changed in one way or another, plus new commitments we had along our life. One thing that didn’t change is u guys still being so caring for a emo friend here. Hahaha. These few years I faced a lot of problems and its always you 2 who keep encouraging me and be there for me. Seriously I appreciate it a lot, until a point when I felt I’m always troubling u guys with my problems and I feel bad.

Dave & Jianteck, my 2 buddies from Frisbee. Sometimes I asked myself, why did I take up this sports ultimate? It was something unexpected. But I know if I didn’t join, I wouldn’t get to know this 2 fun people. Perhaps they are the people, along with a few other people, that added colours to my poly life. But what makes them special is that when they have something good, they never forget to share it with me. When they are sad, we ask each other for advise and lend each other our listening ears. I think that’s very nice of them and I never have any problems relating my stuff to them too. I feel very comfortable and able to talk freely without worrying if I will be judged. Thank you.

The best friend in my life. Someone whom I can really be myself without worrying being judged when I’m together with her. Someone I can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in silence. Someone whom I would like to share my everything with and also a person that I can put my complete trust on.

I guess I had told you what I need to say already. Perhaps there’s some last few word which I’m still preparing. In life, sometimes we just got to do the right thing.. And that is to leave for the time being. Awkward period for us now. I believe things will become better as time pass. But I know in my heart that I had never wanted to leave. I seriously don’t know why I had been thinking about those times when we were very close friends. Maybe I’m already missing those times or I haven’t let go of the friendship yet. But very sad to say, there is an end to all things no matter how much we want to hold on to them. I'd always thought we'd be friends forever. Oh well, forever just got a lot shorter than I expected.

Maybe we won’t be sharing the joy we had with each other, telling each other the happy stuff we had done or sharing our secrets. Maybe we won’t be talking to each other when we face problems in our life already. We will be busy with our own life. In fact I had already found myself feeling empty ever since I lost someone like you or got no guts to do all those things. Not saying that because of all this we can’t talk or meet..we are still friends. I will still be happy to hear from you once in a while, even if you have problems, I’ll still lend you my listening ear or help you in anything no matter what. And I will still trust you, as a best friend (: I apologize for the past when I had mistaken/misjudge or irritate you. I should have been more understanding. And don’t worry, you aren’t too dependent on me at times. I was just lending you a helping hand whenever you need it

Close friends are truly life's treasures. Sometimes they know us better than we know ourselves. With gentle honesty, they are there to guide and support us, to share our laughter and our tears. Their presence reminds us that we are never really alone."
- Vincent van Gogh –

Were we? Ya. Will we? I’m still hoping (: